its very hard to be between two people that you love... one side is you SO and the other is your mother.... they dont get along and just makes my life so complicated and frustrating half of the time.... dont know what to do anymore makes me just want to run and never turn back!! but i have 2 blessings to think about and they are what is keeping me strong.... i think moving out to another state where i wont have to deal with my mom as much will make me happy and my family as well... i love my mom with all my heart but i cant loose my relationship and my little family because she wants to control me and what i do and want everything from me.... 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢 lots of stuff on my mind....