I feel like I'm not doing the best I can for her and she's not even here. my husband said that we are trying and that's all that matter but I just don't feel like it. I don't feel like I'm good enough to be her mom. she deserves more. and I just feel so so guilty about doing anything at all. I had a boudoir photo shoot last week as a gift for my husband and I thought maybe that would make me feel better about myself and now I just wish I could take it back so we had that extra $100 to be able to move into a better place... my birthday is Saturday and my husband wanted to do stuff but honestly I feel like we shouldn't spend any money at all. I don't like celebrating the day anyway so I don't see why we should spend money when it could be used to get a better place. she doesn't deserve to come home to this from the hospital.
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yeah never too small but it is for sure cramped! gotta do what you gotta do. we just got accepted into an apartment but with conditions so our deposit is higher than normal and we are having to scrounge to make a payment deposit on Monday@chichi1975 I'm selling a whole bunch of stuff but I think we might make it. we would be a lot safer and healthier in this place
Ugh and no where to move???? Never to small tho we lived all seven of us into a two bedroom apartment for a month till our five bedroom rental was finished tough yes worth it absolutely
@chichi1975, I know but the place we live in is too small for 2 people let alone 2 people and a baby and it's nasty.. the kind that we can't get rid of. it stinks because of our neighbors and the landlord won't help us do anything. I've tried cleaning but it doesn't help. I know it's better than nothing and better than the last place but it's definitely not baby ready
Just showing unconditional love is what's important not how fancy your house is
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I feel like my lil nursery is gonna be nothing compared to all other ladies I've seen 😩.. I'm trying to do minnie mouse on one side of my room for her but I feel it won't look cute because we don't have money 💵 to do the fancy kind 😖.. Smh... #whyme
AF due 29th, anyone else?
Hi all AF is due 29th Sept for me feels like forever away. Has anyone tested yet or when do you plan on testing x
Locking your doors
We are having a discussion on one of my birth boards from my older kids about locking doors and security alarms. There are many of us (me included) who do not lock our doors at home (I actually don't even have a deadbolt on my house and we don't lock it when we leave either), and others who think that's totally weird. So what do you do? Do you lock your doors? Do you think it's weird that people don't?
Strippers.
How do you all feel about your SO/hubby going to the strip club? I honestly have jealousy issues and I dont approve of it for my SO, as he already doesn't like too go. But i feel like if he wants to see women stripping on poles, I can be his own personal stripper. Lol ? I am just curious to see what others feel and think!
@chichi1975, thank you!!