I feel like I'm not doing the best I can for her and she's not even here. my husband said that we are trying and that's all that matter but I just don't feel like it. I don't feel like I'm good enough to be her mom. she deserves more. and I just feel so so guilty about doing anything at all. I had a boudoir photo shoot last week as a gift for my husband and I thought maybe that would make me feel better about myself and now I just wish I could take it back so we had that extra $100 to be able to move into a better place... my birthday is Saturday and my husband wanted to do stuff but honestly I feel like we shouldn't spend any money at all. I don't like celebrating the day anyway so I don't see why we should spend money when it could be used to get a better place. she doesn't deserve to come home to this from the hospital.
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yeah never too small but it is for sure cramped! gotta do what you gotta do. we just got accepted into an apartment but with conditions so our deposit is higher than normal and we are having to scrounge to make a payment deposit on Monday@chichi1975 I'm selling a whole bunch of stuff but I think we might make it. we would be a lot safer and healthier in this place
Ugh and no where to move???? Never to small tho we lived all seven of us into a two bedroom apartment for a month till our five bedroom rental was finished tough yes worth it absolutely
@chichi1975, I know but the place we live in is too small for 2 people let alone 2 people and a baby and it's nasty.. the kind that we can't get rid of. it stinks because of our neighbors and the landlord won't help us do anything. I've tried cleaning but it doesn't help. I know it's better than nothing and better than the last place but it's definitely not baby ready
Just showing unconditional love is what's important not how fancy your house is
@chichi1975, thank you!!