Little less than 6 months left in this deployment. I feel like my husband is a ghost or something. I…

Little less than 6 months left in this deployment. I feel like my husband is a ghost or something. I don't remember what it's like to have him here, to wake up next to him, to be able to talk to him whenever I want. I just want him home already. He's going to miss out on the first 4 months of our son's life 😭😭😭💔💔💔