my next pregnancy I'm not gonna tell anyone. and won't post any pictures. with the child I have now so many people pretended to care. and now no one is around. so I don't see the point. if they make an effort to be a friend then maybe they can come around us.
Well I really need some friends. I only have my husband and I am pregnant now feeling so alone because nobody supports our interracial relationship let alone a mixed child. I really don't care I am happy and so is he. I see it all the time everyone disappears when life gets real.
I used to hang out with a huge group of people every day like pushing 60+ people. got so many likes on the updates about the pregnancy. only two friends came to the hospital. one being the god mom who later I had to take away the privilege. and the other who didn't even know I was pregnant but heard I was there cuz he was having a baby. my mom wasn't happy for me at all. I had an abusive dad. the in laws think their sons life went downhill cuz of me. I had no support system so I don't see the point of going thru it again.
that's how it was for me. I had this huuuuge baby shower and everyone and their mother came to visit in the hospital and now my son is four and the only people who I see that I was friends with in the past that seem to care are my exes friends who see my son because of his dad being their friend... not me... sooo I literally have two friends. One is my roommate and one is my boyfriend (my other roommate) lol it really sucks. I want to do something with myself to meet new friends I'm starting to get really depressed :(
my daughter is mixed. you need to not let it bother you. I see the way ppl look at us but Idc we are still a family and our child is beautiful. when we decide to have another, that one will be beautiful. it would be nice to talk to friends and hang out but you will find yourself either bragging about your kid or missing the kid. I've list friend for taking about it to much. add me on Fb if you want. Michelle M Smith I live in renton wa