still wide awake at 4am... uhg lol I hate being up this late because I think way too much. I'm…

still wide awake at 4am... uhg lol I hate being up this late because I think way too much. I'm really thinking of ending things with my boyfriend till he can prove he wants me by getting rid of all the people currently living off him. it stresses me out too much to deal with it anymore so maybe time away would be good for me and a wake up call for him. if not then I see where I stood all along