I hear ya! I refuse to miss anything! I'm only going to work 4 nights at the most I gotta get some kind of sleep, but now I'm debating about going to school in November if they have childcare but then I'd have to work overnights on the days I don't have class and send her to day care at like 1 and a half but it's good to socialize kids so hard

I love cosleeping! thats one of the big reasons id rather not work nights but I also dont wanna miss out on day time events. its such a struggle. ugh. :( @steph11

me to! I've been filling out my app bawling! I feel bad making my mom watch her at night because I have zero idea how she'll do, we Co sleep so she doesn't wake me up but I know she gets up a few times.

yeah thats what damien does. he likes his sippy in the day but nighttime is a no go. :/ but my mom will watch him at night and a good friend of mine during the day. so I have a choice. I just hate the thought of work. :/ @steph11

Sadie just comforts nurses at night. she loves her sippy cup!I don't have anyone to watch her during the day and if I have to pay for day care it's not worth me going back to work

he nurses at night and I think itd be easier to get him to take a cup in the day than at night. ugh. im so torn on the whole situation. @steph11

me to!. I'm so not ready to go back to work. but I'm going to work overnights so I won't miss much

same here