Today makes a year since I woke up with the most horrid pains anyone can imagine. Little did I know,…

I don't know how far along I was when I had mine, but I look at my son everyday and thank god that he blessed me with such a smart little boy. he's my world, but sometimes I think about how different it would be if the MC never happened. but then again I am thankful I have my sweet rainbow baby. keep your head up momma! we are both fighting the same battle 💙

@nicholefrank Thank you. It's just something you never really get over.

I completely agree, I remember (I'm.about to get sappy real quick) when they took me into the OR for my DnC I told the doctor "please tell my baby mommy is sorry that we never got to meet but god needed another angel" and then I was put out. it was the hardest four days of my life and when I got pregnant with my son I worried my whole pregnancy that my body would give up again. but he's here and watching him grow is amazing. @kenzie15 I'm always here if you need to talk!

@nicholefrank 😢😢😢. Yes, I worried my whole pregnancy as well. If I get pregnant again, I'll worry throughout that one too. When I see my daughter smiling in her sleep, I tell ppl she's playing with her brother.

i understand your pain...even though i am excited about my lil peanut thats due in sept. I still find myself crying over the loss of my daughter 5mos ago(miscarried at 19weeks). I worry about everything now with this pregnancy....we dont even know if we want to tell any of our family til the baby is due b/c of how scared we are. Pregnancy is a beautiful thing but also an emotional roller coaster.

@babyparker912 I know how you feel. I waited until I was 5+ months to reveal I was pregnant with my daughter. I was relived to make it to 24 weeks because I knew if something were to happen, she could be saved. But my whole pregnancy, I never got my hopes up. It's just different after a loss.

yes it is different! And thats my thinking too atleast 24 or more weeks they can breathe on their own. Just taking day by day...keeping my Faith in the Lord and hoping this cerclage keep peanut in there until sept. I know our sweet lil angels will live on through us @kenzie15

@babyparker912 I pray things go smoothly with you, your pregnancy, and your baby. When baby is born, and starts smiling in it's sleep, that's your baby angel playing with your little peanut😊 That's what I think when I see and hear my daughter laughing in her sleep.

Awww...thanks! and i will keep that in mind!