Sorry I haven't been posting anything but I haven't had much time. My brother-in-law tired to kill himself on Tuesday so we had to drive to Oregon to make sure everything was gonna be ok! He's fine now and at home but 2 days before that I went to the ER with lots of bleeding, lower back pain, nausea and cramps... come to find out I had an improper implantation. My body wanted to have a baby but the doctor said she thinks there could still be traces of my birth control in me so it didn't stay. But hopefully next time will work!!