Does anyone wanna re-live the experience of labor? Bc i do 😍 for me it was a blind date where i fell in love at first sight 👶🏻
All i remember was screaming like a psycho 😂 supposably when its an induced labor the contractions are stronger who knows 🤔 @mommytomia
but I don't regret getting the epi. I held off for as long as I could! but the pain got so bad ): @jgarciamua
@jgarciamua, damn girl same here! my plan to go all natural went out the window when that pitocin hit! 😡😢 LOL. and ah, same!! I had mild back pain before &during; pregnancy and now...its worse! fuck
And when it started working they finally put me on pitocin. Long story short i was all about natural but ended up getting all the crap 😐 @mommytomia
Yea damn nurses! Serious you think the pain is forever? Bc thats all i hear is that after getting an epidural you get back pain 4ever. I always get back pain even b4 getting prego so ive been screwed haha. I was induced too! I had to get cervidil and each one i had to wait 12 hrs and i got 4 in total 😩.
@jgarciamua, same here the nurses kept pushing me to get it. I heard that's common for nurses to do tho 😩😣 it just really messed up my back I feel like. :( so next pregnancy I am going to try to go all natural ! (: I was also induced for this labor so 😡😡 that made things a lot harder.
Yea having a girl is like having a real life doll omg 😍 serious i am too. I was at 7cm when i got it bc my Dr was like just get it why r u suffering 😒 im glad my labor went smooth and fast but who knows for the next one 😐 epidurals can be life savers if lucky 🙂 but yea before labor all the nurses asked r u sure u dont want the epidural i was like noooooo 😠 lol @mommytomia
@jgarciamua, oh wow; I wanted a boy and automatically thought it was a boy when I found out I was pregnant..but now, I couldn't be more happier with a baby girl 😍💕 and haha that's so true ! I was terrified of labor but next time around I'm not ask scared (: I'm gonna try hard to go natural and no epidural for my next one tho
Whatever is fine now but for my first pregnancy i REALLY wanted a girl and i got her 😍 but yea a boy would be nice so he can protect his sister. Its cool now we can expect whats gonna happen in our second pregnancy even tho it can be different but at least we can be prepared 😁 @mommytomia
@jgarciamua yes. well not for another year or two! but I'm hoping for a boy my next pregnancy heheh. if its another girl, well... I'm gonna keep trying Haha
Do you plan on getting pregnant anytime soon? I think i am well like in a yr or so lol babies are a blessing and when they come in to this wold my goodness 😍😍👶🏻 @mommytomia
I do! seeing all these pregnant mommies is making me miss it.

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Keeps me thinking how my next labor will be 🤔