things are getting hard with me and bd were not together anymore...and we stay in different places now..we argue all the time I cry all the time ..I've never lied and I've never cheated but he has so out of angers I say some harsh things and I get blasted by him..I get ridiculed and told I'm riding this pregnancy as a excuse for everything..which I'd never do that I've told bd he can go about his way and let us be..since he feels I'm using this pregnancy I've never. felt so low ..I've never been so hurt...the joy of pregnancy has been ruined and I try to see the beauty in it but I cant..my heart is broken cause I feel like he doesn't want to be here ..just had a panic attack from an argument we had ..got sick tmi but threw up ..and now I'm here stuck in my tears..what's sad is I really love this man but my heart is damaged ..I still want to forgive and see where our future goea..but he's hurt me so bad...I don't really know.....never thought I'd be bringing a child into the world into a broken home...but I guess this is the end result...somebody pray for me..
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
❤️Getting to know you❤️
Since our May group is growing strong and we have a lot of new mommies joining and sharing their bfp's...Thought it will be fun to get to know each other as we all share our pregnancy journey!
I find it pretty hilarious how people who have shown their true colors on social media snake away, delete the posts that outed them and come back on social media like nothing happened. Why do that, you outed yourself, so stay out. We still see you boo boo...
thank you ladies I really do appreciate it...I was so down and depressed and stuck in such a bad place...we've talked things out but now were just doing what's best for our child...thank you ladies