I've been depressed over this pregnancy for many factors; I'm fragile, my due date conflicts my…

I've been depressed over this pregnancy for many factors; I'm fragile, my due date conflicts my work, and I fear to tell my boss about my pregnancy. I planned this pregnancy with my husband but its not exactly what I thought it would be for me. This depression had me thinking of an abortion and bad thoughts and its not me. my husband began to neglect me and it took a toll on my situation. I cried for help from him because I knew this wasn't right. he wasn't there. he replaced me with his phone, and games. I got fed up and broke down. that was the point that I realized that I'm on my own and I don't need to wait for a man to rescue me. I needed to save myself because no one will love me like I love me.