I just have to pour my heart out 😭❤. A little over a year ago I said I didnt want kids in my near future bc I couldnt afford one. Living on my own In an apt paying 550$ plus bills with a minimum wage job, no car, and only being able to work 40 hours max I knew I could never make it with a baby. I had no education and no values to give a child if I had one. Anyways I remember my ex boyfriend breaking up with me and I was just heart broken after waiting for him & him insisting for me to meet someone else I eventually just gave up a little after was when my best friend told me about "Polo" lol the guy she wanted me to meet and I met him and we started dating pretty soon and I got pregnant with out even thinking I ever would. The day I found out I was pregnant I was scared but excited. I didnt know what I was going to do. I hadnt had plans on moving in with my boyfriend until I started getting miscarriage threats and both me and Polo thought itd be best I quit my job to be on bed rest. Then thats when I knew my baby is truly my BIGGEST blessing. If I had never gotten pregnant I would most likely not be in school right now and Id still be walking home from the bus stop after dark. Anjel has became my biggest motivation to highering my education and giving him someone to look up too 😌💕. I finally learned people sometimes leave because someone better will walk in and now I cant explain how much I love my babyboy! I finally know what its like to say I love you to someone and feel like the love I feel doesnt fit in those little words ❤.