I'm having a hard time today. I'm ache all over and feel like I'm coming down with the flu. My husband just told me that he is probably going over seas 4 weeks before my due date for work. This doesn't make me happy. But then I feel guilty, because he works so hard and his hard work and ideas are the reason things are happening over seas, so he deserves to go. I just wish it wasn't so close to my due date. It would only be for a week, but...sigh...typing this made me feel even more selfish and hormonal.