so sorry for all the posts but man... we're celebrating my nephew's 1st birthday on Sunday. I just…

so sorry for all the posts but man... we're celebrating my nephew's 1st birthday on Sunday. I just can't believe how much love I have for him. I had a lot of love for my niece but it's a lot more strong with him. I don't know if it's my motherly love already coming out. but wow I can't describe it. I don't even know how much more love I will have for my own baby boy when he gets here. I never knew it was possible to love someone so much. not gonna lie it scares me to death my nephew will end up getting bullied when he's older because he has red hair, but he is just the most handsome boy I've ever seen in my life.