A lot has happened in the last year and a half and I'm very confused on the next step I should take. My mom passed away 10 days after my 16th birthday so I don't really have anyone to talk to. But after she past away my father tries to commit suicide and it broke my heart, I felt abandoned. But he lived and now has a brain imbalance from the medication he tried to use so he now has dementia and thinks everyone is trying to hurt him. Then in late November I lost my son Caliber, he had a heart defect and was stillborn. My fiance has been taking his death really hard. But I don't know how to deal with him, he will shoot up and cut himself and it just feels like everyone I love is disappearing or trying to ? Them my sister calls today and tells me that I need to get on birth control when she knows how badly I want a child. There never really is a perfect time and this world will continue to get more corrupt...