So, went to my 36 week checkup yesterday. Really hoping maybe I was dilated. Instead I'm not dilated…

So, went to my 36 week checkup yesterday. Really hoping maybe I was dilated. Instead I'm not dilated but they did a bedside ultrasound to check her position and size. as I said above I'm 36 & 1/2 weeks, but she measures out to be 31 weeks. She's in the bottom 3% for her age & size. She should weigh at least 6 lbs. she doesn't even weigh 5 lbs. So, they said she's either just a small baby or somethin is wrong with her placenta. So, I go next Tuesday to a big ultrasound in the hospital to see what they think. If it's her placenta they are takin her out asap. I would love to have her early, but I dont want somethin to be wrong. But she could survive out here now. But anyways, just wasn't the news I was expectin or hopin for..