So I had a dream that my mom was babysitting Alyvia, and when I got out of work, I felt so lost.. I was walking through Queensbury, calling my mom over and over.. Finally she picked up, and I went to go get my daughter. I asked my mom where she was and she said "relax baby, she's sleeping." .. I found her in an area that had a peaked roof, just sleeping.. And I laid down in front of her with my head on my hands and I said "Alyvia, mommy is home.." She woke up, cooed, smiled at me, and started to wiggle towards me. I'm so emotional even writing this. The feeling I had in that dream, when this beautiful little girl was so happy to see her momma..So full of love. I'm so excited for this journey. I can't wait to meet our daughter. I'm so ready for this little human to change and light up my life forever. ❤️🙏 This is all more real to me than ever, and as nervous as I am, I've never been more excited for anything.