it will be ok i went through tht but its all for the best my son is three now and thts all behind us pray and stay strong for him/her

You're not abandoning him girl.. Just letting him get the help he needs. I understand why you feel that way though.. TRY to catch some ZzZzZz's and get back to him ASAP! Hope you feel better.

@I cie88, I just got discharged today and left him around 9:30 and I don't think I can do it anymore! We tried to come home to sleep and let him spend some time under the lights! His main issue was sugars which he has controlled himself but he is jaundice now! I feel terrible for leaving him there like I abandoned him....

I will pray for you both!!!

my youngest son was in there for week after he was born I literally loved at the hospital even taking care of my oldest son it's hard I know it is here if you need me