I have to go home tomorrow and leave my baby in nicu and it's probably the hardest thing I have ever had to do including 29 hours of labor! I am absolutely heartbroken and I feel like I am leaving my baby helpless, even though his nurses are amazing (amazing doesn't even cover it!) my baby is now 2 days old which have passed way too quickly and I am so in love I can't describe it! 💙💙