I am sad for my baby ,because my BD isnt in the picture anymore by my choice. He is a bad man on alot of drugs and he chose the drugs over the baby and I. I told him to leave and never return and he didn't even object. I guess he didn't feel there was anything worth fighting over. People in the future may say I made the wrong choice but trust me girls this was a very sociopath manipulating user and he would have brought us nothing but misery. So I have to be both parents for now. I am confident that I can do it as long as I have my loving family and God above me.