Been debating on taking baby bump pictures. I know there's a baby in there, but I just feel fat and…

Been debating on taking baby bump pictures. I know there's a baby in there, but I just feel fat and like most of my stomach is just pudge... I'm too self conscious of me and my body... And now I hate myself for saying that cause I've never been on the big or heavy side my metabolism at the time wouldn't allow it. I'm gonna go cry myself to sleep now... And crying for absolutely no reason. It just doesn't make sense..