some days its just soooo hard to just be HAPPY. Like ii always try and think things could be soooo much worse than they are and you have to think like that to be sane! I'm not unhappy but ii have my times of the day (usually when I'm alone) when ii just feel sooo down about my life in general. but this year ii swear to god to really work on my faith in him and finding MY happiness in which ever form that is!! if anyone could help me along with a prayer, being a friend, just being kind. I'm all for it. seriously