Had a rough pregnancy which included having my gallbladder removed at 18 weeks, bad morning sickness and nerve pain... delivery was 15 hours and back labor, almost a c-section... 2 weeks post pardum and I haven't been able to produce enough milk to feed her, developed a blood clot in my leg and have to take blood thinners for 3 months and give myself shots 2x a day in the stomach, and now ended up in the ER today due to excessive bleeding and I am scared and having a hard time staying strong for my baby girl :'( or imaging having another child. Don't get me wrong, I love her more than I have ever loved anything but I feel like I am crumbling...