Ok lady's please tell me you guys have had nightmares about loosing your baby. ************* Last…

Ok lady's please tell me you guys have had nightmares about loosing your baby.

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Last night I apparently choked my fiancé out in his sleep and was screaming and crying. When he finally got to wake me up. I was suffering and felt depressed and kept telling him please don't me mad at me. And asking him where the remains were.

This was my dream:

He and I were in the bathroom about to have sex and when he pulled my pants down I felt a sharp pain and pushed . My son came out still in his "bubble" and was completely unaware of being born. My man grabbed the umbilical cord and asked me what do I do with it . I yelled at him to leave it alone since it was still inside of me and figured the baby was still "connected" to me. I had lifted my shirt and kept the baby skin to skin while in his bubble with out popping it. When we get to the ER and they pop the bubble and get the baby my son had take. His first and last breathe and died. I couldn't stop screaming and crying. Then my man blamed me and I cremated my baby and was all alone.

After :

When I finally realized it was a dream . I saw my man was rocking me like a baby and telling me to calm down. I kept telling him I was so sorry . He then tried to get me to understand that our son was still here. He went to my tummy and said "baby please kick your mommy she thinks you left us." And just as he said it my son kicked me so hard my whole tummy jumped. I have never been so relieved to know I was pregnant in my whole life.