So Wednesday night I went to sit down on my couch and I coughed. I thought I peed myself because I…

So Wednesday night I went to sit down on my couch and I coughed. I thought I peed myself because I laughed and said so it starts. I went to the bathroom to change myself and I gushed out blood. :'( I then freaked out and hubby went to take me to the hospital and on my way to the car I was uncontrollably gushing blood EVERYWHERE. My mom told my hubby over the phone to call 911. Well they got there and I was laying in the front of the car with a towel under me drenched blood. We went to the er where they did a bunch of blood tests and an iv and two different ultrasounds and baby was fine :-) I had ran over a curb early on that day. I think that's what set it off. I was diagnosed with SCH. I was hemorrhaging. I had a blood clot in my uterus that was causing me to bleed non stop. it became under control and now I'm still bleeding and it sucks so bad :( I'm on bed rest with restrictions and I hate it. I am 12 weeks and 3 days today. the doctor told me yesterday that if I rest up the baby should make it. I have been so depressed ever since. I keep having nightmares from that night. I worry over every ache and pain. Every time I look into my underwear and see blood I don't feel pregnant. I just feel so lost.