I'm home literally all the time by myself it seems like my bf always has somewhere to be. I…

you don't have a car do you. I remember feeling like that. it was miserable. even tho my husband was just at work. still drove me crazy. the feeling of being stuck and in the house all the time is no fun. I now work at home. and I'm at my house 24/7. I have a car. I can go anywhere I want. but its too cold, and I don't really have anyone to hangout with myself, or want to. my husbands job usually has him out of town. I'm ready for him to get back home tonight. he's my best friend. just having him here to talk to helps so much. your bf should definitely take you out to dinner or wherever, shop around. you shouldn't be stuck in the house. all day every day. are you working or stay at home? that has to drive you even more crazy. he doesn't understand but if your sad and miserable now, you'll feel sad after you have your baby. and that's no fun. and you shouldn't have to ever feel alone. he needs to step up and be with you, get you out and talk to you.

@shannaa24, no we share his pickup and even when I do have it have nowhere to go : ( I literally just sit at home and do laundry and clean all damn day and I'm not working yet but I start apple bees training next week thank God and classes in August and I'm so fed up with him I don't even want him around. it seems like the only reason why he spends time with me is to fuck me then he goes off and finds an excuse to go. I'm just gonna start telling him not to even come home or I'm just gonna go live back with my mom. I can't get through to him he's so inconsiderate of others feelings like it's MY fault I'm here all day. no. it's not. maybe if you gave two shits about me you'd listen to me when I said I want to move to a better town. I swear after I have the baby and he doesn't change I'm taking her and moving. and no matter how many times I tell him how depressed and suicidal I am it just goes in one ear and out the other. I don't even want to wake up anymore because I know it's a repeat of yesterday and the day before that and the day before that. my life is a such a Fucking joke and if I wasn't pregnant I'd kill myself by now. I'm so serious like sometimes I wish I wasn't ever pregnant so I could just be gone.

i was like that when i was pregnant with my first, i left his ass

@theirmommy_2, girl I wish I could leave but I have no money or car or I would. when I get the chance I will

i was the same, luckily my mom paud my greyhound ticket @maggie217

Get you a plan and focus on that. Don't so much into a man. Do what you have to do to become independent.

@maggie217, I'm very very sorry your feeling that way. I can definitely see he's the big cause of it. men can really make woman feel like shit and nothing. I would definitely pack my shit now and move to your mom's. with you being pregnant and feeling like this can definitely cause you to have postpartum after having the baby. definitely talk to people if you do have it, and most woman do. so never feel like you can't talk to someone. I dealt with it myself. I had to go back to work. sitting in the house, cleaning the same shit over and over is exhausting when your a new mother. but you also don't want to work so much you miss out on your baby. I missed my son being in my belly and I also felt pressured to work through my entire pregnantcy and work so much after having my son. men don't understand too much. atleast not all men. they don't understand our emotions or our bodies when we're going through pregnancy. it can take a year after your pregnancy to get back to normal. I'd definitely say, if he's always leaving you there, only having sex with you and making you feel so down, like you want to die. I would call your mom and plan a time to go there and pack your stuff. if he's not caring as much as he should be, he's obviously not the right one for you. even if you love him and it hurts so much. do not do this to yourself. you deserve to be happy. and sticking together just because you have a baby isn't healthy. me and my husband went through plenty of changes together. we've overcome so much. and are definitely good towards each others feeling. we still have arguments. but its over stupid little stuff. nothing that serious. your bf sound like some time apart may help y'all and help him realize what he's doing is not okay.