Feeling a lot better today. Not going to talk to my fiance and give him space because i just dont…

Feeling a lot better today. Not going to talk to my fiance and give him space because i just dont want to fight anymore. So today i have a birthday party to go to for a little sweet girl whose turning one and i bought her three oufits and a set of head bands with bows on them. Then later i want to go to sams club with my mom and michaels for gender reveal items for feb 2nd since i know he wont take me. I wanted to do a photo reveal but derek is refusing still because he hates his photo being taken but what gets me is that is recent. Oh well