It's still so hard to believe that if my baby girl was here on this world with us she would be a year And 1 month…

It's still so hard to believe that if my baby girl was here on this world with us she would be a year And 1 month old.... I see mommy's loosing baby's and it reminds me of myself Brooklyn quit developing way before she was suppose to I carried her till 24 weeks and I caught the flu and because of her already not developing her live took a drastic turn... I went in the hospital on December 6, 2014 because I couldn't eat drink or nothing I was throwing up blood I told them something was wrong with my baby so they took me to do an ultrasound and right in front of my eyes my daughters heartbeat quit...My dad begged the hospital to do a c section that way I wouldnt have to hurt from giving birth and not being able to take her home.. But the doctors refused and made me go into labor the night of the sixth.. I had Brooklyn Madison on December 8, 2014 at 2:34pm She was 12 ounces and 12 inches long... I did it natural without any pain meds I only had to dilate 3cm I was in some of the worst pain in my life that day....So the point I'm trying to make is not everyone on preggie is here to judge you or down you but some of us like myself are here if anyone ever needs someone to lean on... I'm not asking for sympathy I just wanted to share my story with all you ladies that worry, lost babies, are scared of miscarrying, and most importantly the ladies that are pregnant and have lost babies... I Just want yall to know your Not alone!!!!!