My boyfriend and I are having our second child in 2 months. We have been together since we were 15 (we are 23 now) he's my other half and a great father to our 3 year old daughter. We have had some infidelity issues. But in the end we decided to try to work everything out because we want to be together. Now he harbors so much resentment toward me I don't know what to do anymore. It has been a year of us being back together with no other issues other than his harshness. I know that I am to blame because of my actions, but how long do I have to deal with being hated by the only person I have ever loved.