2 PM can't come soon enough, My 9 mth old and I will be heading 45 minutes away for my 29th week…

2 PM can't come soon enough, My 9 mth old and I will be heading 45 minutes away for my 29th week prenatal appointment while my fiancé will be at work. I love that he sacrifices so much to provide for our family, but at the same time I hate that his job keeps him from being able to experience these things with our kids. He has never seen our kids on ultrasound, or been there for gender reveals. I really do feel alone in the pregnancy. I am thankful that he was there for our 9 mth olds birth, his first he got to be there for because he was stationed out of country when his oldest 2 with his ex were born. I just wish I didn't feel so alone or like a single parent. :(