my second baby was supposed to be due valentine's day. I'd be 36 weeks 3 days if i hadnt lost it at…

my second baby was supposed to be due valentine's day. I'd be 36 weeks 3 days if i hadnt lost it at 9.

Valentine's day is my anniversary so i want it to be happy but the whole thought of still being pregnant and not bringing my angel home then is destroying me.

im 20 weeks today with my rainbow but I'm still bummed.