I'm having a moment so bare with me I just need to release a little bit of my emotions I hope that's ok!!
I'm currently 22 weeks and absolutely can't wait until my little man comes!! He is really the only thing that makes me happy right now. Since I've been pregnant I feel like I've made a positive change for myself. I instantly got a better job and left my stupid serving job which I hated so much, I moved in with my dad who is helping me out a lot and I have been going back to church regularly which is also a major part of my life. However there's still apart of me that kind of feels unfulfilled if that makes sense?
Me and my baby's father aren't together and I honestly think that is what's best because he's kind of just a sucky person and I don't trust him at all but I'm hoping that one day he'll get his act together. He hasn't been there for me at all and that makes me sad but I just ultimately feel like there's nothing I can do about it. His mom wants to be really involved though which I think is a super good thing.
I just feel like my life is very routined right now, even though I have this huge life changing event to look forward to I just often find myself feeling sad or low. Like right now I'm sitting at work, pretty bored, not much to do but I just feel like crying.
Sorry I know this was long and I know many won't read but I just need a little bit of encouragement right now because even though I know I'm so blessed I just feel really alone.
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Pregnancy hormones at their best! Keep your chin up and focus on the positive! Trust in God's plan for you and your baby and the rest will fall into place. Seems you are already doing everything you can to better yourself and a life for your baby. @mama_cooks
You're not alone! Trust me, I think everyone gets like this once in a while. A lot has to do with all our extra hormones too lol. I'm not with my baby's dad either and I feel like I get put down a lot by family because of it. It sucks, but it was my decision and it'll be hard but it's doable. I hope you feel better :-) Stay strong and just know you're not alone. We're all just a message away 😽
Hi
I am into my 15 week now
But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less
Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though
What should i do i am very confused
Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec
Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights
Okay so I'm convinced baby is kicking me, I keep feeling like a flick in my lower tummy on the right side (which is where baby is attached to my utuerus).... I'm just chilling then random flick..... already wanna wrestle.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
AM I THE ONLY ONE
Who feels like when I'm on the highway traveling and me and a car follow eachother for awhile, I feel like we are friends and when they exit I get sad?!? Because if I'm not the only one who feels like this then I have the BEST story of my life for you.
I'm so irritated right now😣 so my MIL is on my WIC and they were going grocery shopping and I asked her to hwt me stuff on the list for my 3 day diet before my GD test. well they come back and everything bought was for her daughter like serious. I was putting it away and she kept saying that's for my lunch so don't eat it now I feel like I'm gonna fail my test Thursday
@mama_cooks, very welcome!! 😘