I honestly feel I'm in this pregnancy by myself... when my other half doesn't seem to have a worry on his mind for anything. emotionally & physically I'm ready for my daughter to be here. when financially we aren't ready for her arrival... & top of that we have my son to care for too.. I guess I am better off alone taken care of both them.. it's hard for me to talk bad about my other half but so much stress is weighting down on me & all I can say to him is nothing is wrong & put a fake smile on my face & stay strong for myself & my baby's. with me I've always said money don't buy love. & I don't get much toys for my son with what money i get goes to what we need. but as long as both my baby's will know I love them also very much. & a mommy's love is all that matters.. so ima try & make my own day by putting some warm food into my baby boys tummy & just thank god for another day & place it in his hands to help me with my struggles I'm going through...