Girl I worried too until after I saw my little one and heard the heart beat for the first time .
Thank You. I'm really trying not to. I think I'll be fine after my first doctors visit.

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
it's completely normal. the first few weeks are some of the scariest, yet most critical. stay on top of your prenatals, try to minimize stress and just look forward to that first appt :)