So, lately I've been such a bitch. My sex drive is 0 and I feel like I hate everyone. I don't understand because I'm not usually like this. Everything really hits the feels and when something so small makes me mad, I get such bad anxiety. I feel worthless most time, loose sleep because I can't stop thinking about how much of a total bitch I've been and can't help it. I sometimes feel like there is something wrong with me because of how personal I take things. 😳
R there any high risk mothers out there? I've been feeling so alone lately, like it's only happening to me😔😔😔
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Please no one hate me on here, but I'm 19 about to be 9 weeks & I've been thinking a lot & how hard life is gonna be & I could NEVER have an abortion but I've really been looking at adoption. But I feel like I won't be able to do it... That's really big & idk. I just feel like I can't do it because I have no help... I just feel like giving up. :(
Why can't other mom's just be there for other mom's and work together and help each other not bash other mom's because when other mom's bash other mom's it makes us feel like we aren't doing a good job at least that's how I feel when I get bashed.
I feel horrible because i dont want to be pregnant. I mean i was excited and everything when i found out. Mlre so shocked. But as time is going on, i just dont want to be pregnant. Is that an ok thing to say? Although i already love this little girl and thats mostly why i feel bad for feeling that way. Not sure if something is wrong with me or its just im over it now because i feel like this pregnancy is dragging on
I hate it!!!!!!!!!! 😣