The closer I get to my due date the more nightmares I have at night about something going wrong ... Any other mommies ?
I'm absolutely terrified to give birth. Like just thinking about it makes me want to have a panic attack. If someone tries talking to me about I get very nervous & a little agitated, but if someone tries making any jokes about child birth around me I get flat out mad & irritated worse than most things ever make me. This guy I know is like a brother to me but when he tried making nonstop birthing jokes I told him to shut up before I hit him because he was making my anxiety about it that much worse. He finally got the point. But ugh.
No dreams yet though.
when was about 5 months with my first pregnancy I had a dream that my daughter was missing! I woke up screaming ask my husband where the baby was! he thought I'd lost my mind !
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@seeyore, @mama_mara my dreams are mostly about losing the baby I wake up terrified n wake her up until she starts kicking n then I calm down