So I keep feeling these lil sharp pains on my right side. You do get pains like that before you start your period right.? Remember I had that dark brown spotting for a few hours last month on the 22. My period suppose to start today.

Home ? getting to know each other

There are a few new people so thought id start a post so we can get to know these people ? il start

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

so anxious

going to TTC again for the first time this month after a mmc in November and d&c in December. that was my first pregnancy so I'm TERRIFIED I won't get pregnant again or get a sticky bean! We have a really good feeling about it but I don't want to get my hopes up :/. my fertile week starts Sunday and I would give anything to get my rainbow baby! let's hope I get pregnant and it sticks!

So my SO'S friend "female" just came to the house to use our shower. Okay, that's fine.. Well then my SO went in our bedroom and shut the door (you have to go through our room to get to our shower). So I barged in there and they were just talking, on separate sides of the room, but I still got upset and started crying. My SO is now mad at me for getting upset.. I just don't know what to do anymore.