ugh!! i dont know if its pregnancy hormones or my depression coming back or my BPD but im having a really bad day. my mood is so bad and whenever it starts to get better it just gets worse. i have so much on my mind right now and i literally have no friends to talk to and the fiance is not home and i cant really talk to him about these things. i just dont know. im having a really hard time right now and i have no one.. okay rant over.. i hope all you mommies have a good night.
I'd always be glad to listen if you ever need it! I'll be thinking of you mama!
I really dont know how my husband is going to to react when i have to talk to him when he gets home I'm a little nervous and don't even know how I'm going to tell him. I just know i have to make sure the girls are not in the room so if it goes the way i think it will they wont see. Ugh I am also just all over the place and really dont know how to feel right now. I just know i have to stay calm at lest for right now.
Really thinking about getting the arm implant birth control dont know what it called. Any ladies that have had it or have it what is yalls feed back i know everybody's bodys are different just eant to get an overall feed back. Only thing that really worries me is that it can move.
Im having a hard time breathing and my side is killing me, I can only take short quick breaths, I know this job is important but its NOT more important than our daughter's life or mine....I dont know what to do I feel like I have no support right now. I might lose my job if I leave to go to the doctor but it hurts so bad I dont think I really care...I am crying in the bathroom right now on my 15 minute break. I have been here 2 and a half hours and I have 5 to go before I can go home but my sid...
Pretty depressed right now making a list of ppl to invite to my baby shower. I dont have anyone to invite. Just family and no friends. This is gonna be embarrassing af.

Guys if I was looking at a place to rent on Craigslist and I go to click on the ad again and this pops up does that mean it's a scam?? I need to know because my boyfriend and I have been talking to the person !!
if you need someone to talk to you can message me hun! would be glad to let you rant. ♡