some days I just feel like he is always mad.
he promised he wasn't. I believe him but just something in his attitude tonight.
some days I'm pretty sure he wants to leave. but even when he is at his madest at me he always says he loves me.
reassures me yes. but what if it gets to be too much for him :/
idk I guess I'm scared. I see a lot of break ups after children and I'm worried it'll happen.
we've almost broke up a few times because its hard to co parent (me step parents) his daughter.
its gotten better. but still can't help with the what ifs