Feeling majorly down today. I have a 5 year old son and a 2 and a half week old daughter and a partner who loves me, but I can't seem to keep a smile on my face. I can't see anything but all the negatives in my life, they seem to completely overshadow all the positives. I should be happy, but I'm not.
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
How old are all my mama's? I'll be 35 on Friday the 16th 🤗
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
The one thing I wanted to be able to do with and for my daughter, I can’t seem to do without the help of a LC... I can’t seem to get her to latch like they do and all my family is telling me to do is switch to formula.. I can’t help but cry at the thought of all of this...

Not hating, but idc if i was a millionaire i would not but my 3 year old in a 950 anything 🤣😂
@theasmummy, On and off really, I have good days and I have bad days. It does seem the bad is outweighing the good at the moment though. And unfortunately I can't speak to him about it, he wouldn't understand if I tried x