Hello everyone. I am trying to get pregnant with my third child. My first child was a miscarriage at 22 and a half weeks with a girl. I believe it was because of the health problems I was having at that time. I had named my daughter Elizabeth. The second time I got pregnant, I gave birth to my beautiful daughter Olivia. Went to all my doctors appointments and made sure things were good to go for a vacation so soon after a child birth. On June 4th 2012 my daughter Olivia passed away from SIDS. I was in a lot of heartache. Two beautiful babies and so close together were gone. The weekend after Olivia's funeral....I decided to leave the man that I thought I loved for over 3 years. This was hard for me because of everything that had happened. But also he was abusive mentally and emotionally, was never supportive and so on. But now almost 4 years later.....I am to graduate college, I work two jobs and with an amazing man. I am doing better then what I was. As much as I would like my daughters here....I see it as God's way of telling me he needed them more then me and that it wasn't the right time.