While the hubby is working a 48 hour shift at the station, I came & spent the night with my mom. She has been on the…

I'm sorry hon :(

Yeah my mom really wanted me to have a girl. she hasn't been the same since we found out its a boy. @lakecturner

my mom and I have never been close I told her I'm having a boy and she didn't say a worf

we have always been close, she was so happy when she found out I was pregnant. & now it's like everything is more important.. @lakecturner

did y'all have a good relationship before you got pregnant?

that's right girl! Haha @megbaby07

Yeah I definatey understand that! They never get tired of you either lol

yess! it's the being needed and wanted I can't wait for. I am so ready to give him all my love. @megbaby07

Oh yeah! I can't wait to always have company and the company that's wants you alllllll the time haha. I hate being bored so I'm ready to just have someone to take care of haha

I couldn't agree more!

yess! I can't wait to have my little one to snuggle with and smell that baby smell and just love him to death. I know the thoughts and daydreams we have about our little angels is truly what gets us through pregnancy. @babymadelyngrace

That's how I feel! I get so bored and all I want to do is snuggle my little baby girl!

thank you! I'm just ready for our little boy to be here so I have my little booger to take care of and love on! @babymadelyngrace b

It sounds lonely :( Hang in there girl!

Yeah it sucks! I get so lonley and feel like I'm alone more than I'm with him. but at least he is willing to work a provide. I just wish he'd be home a little more. @babymadelyngrace

Haha girl I feel you! I am a loner, even though I want friends and to have girl time and all that fun stuff. so hard to find friends now days though. @megbaby07

Oh my goodness. That is absolutely AWFUL

he's a firefighter so that's normal for him. two weeks ago he worked 120 hours straight... it gets pretty lonley sometimes. @babymadelyngrace

Yeah I have one girl bestfriend but she lives two hours away and works all the time so I can never talk to her. Haha I'm just like okay I'm going to just sit and take it all in that I'm a loner lol.

A 48 hour shift? Wtf?

your so right! I have no friends. Definitely not any girls really so I have no one to talk to. on here everyone helps everyone and you learn so much. it's so nice to have other mommies to talk to! @megbaby07 it keeps me from going crazy and just breaking down.

That's the truth! This app as saved me in so many situations. Before I found it I would cry because I was so alone and I didn't want to talk about my issues to anyone because I have no friends and my sister is another pain in the ass right now haha so this app as helped me be able to talk and know that I'm not the only one and I can say as much as I need without feeling dumb or something

Oh I completely understand my mom can be the best mom in the world then some days, it's like she is tuned out and doesn't care. right now being pregnant & all the hormones feeling alone doesn't help anything. which is good thing we have this app so we can all support each other and we know we aren't alone in our thoughts and what we are feeling and going through. @megbaby07

Exactly right! I love her too death! But when she drinks she is different and just negative and mean. I don't ever want to be like that to my child... Other times she is who I want too be. Just want that mom all the time. I felt just as alone as I do all the time..

Gosh that's awful.. it really sucks when the one woman who is suppose to be your best friend makes you feel so sad and hurt. I guess it's just a reminder for us to remember how it feels and not do it to our babies. @megbaby07

It was the same way with my mom last night and we watched a movie and half way through she paused to smoke a cigarette and when I was like can you wait she called me a hypocrite former smoker and called a bitch and stuff. She drinks so we never get along when she does because she uses me as a human target and it bothered me so bad because it ruined the whole night.😕

of course! @lakecturner

May I ask you a question?

it really sucks. it makes you feel like the phone and those other people are more important... she is suppose to be my best friend through this but I feel ignored by her.. I feel like I have no one else other than my husband, sometimes I feel like he is so distant too. @lakecturner

I understand how that feels