Its really bad when my SO me chose between my son and the life I used to live. I had everything. I had my horses I had a good job that matched what I make in two weeks in three or 4 days I had my emt my fire fighter certification I had it all. And I left it for a man.. I should have never moved out at 18... EVER!!!!!! I would have everything. A bomb ass job, I would still have my horses, everything.... But I lost it all because I thought I was in love. The first year was great. Only fought maybe a hand full of times we smiled and laughed.... Now that doesn't happen anymore.. We fight on the daily, to him his son doesn't matter, and I sure as hell don't matter to him... Nothing does. Let him get sick and he gets to stay curled up in bed all day waited on hand and foot by me and his mother and have her take care of his child. But let me get sick and I have to clean, take care on my son by myself, go to work, and be a maid. These are the days I dread... If I didn't have my son idk what I would do but then again I miss my past life so bad....
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

This is my son Walter. Today is his birthday. He would have been five. This picture was taken when he was 16 days old. He was my first child and my only son (I now have 3 girls). He passed away the next day after this picture from congenital heart failure. It was a miracle that he lived passed 12 weeks gestation because of how severe his heart defects were. I miss him so much, I can't believe it's been 5 years. It still hurts so bad. I don't talk about him a lot out loud because I end up bawling...
Hi
I am into my 15 week now
But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less
Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though
What should i do i am very confused
Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec
Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights
My son literally cried as soon as I put him down! So I literally have to be holding him all day, I'm drained. I live my baby but this is getting outta control. How can I get my son to stay on his own without crying?
I don't have a baby boy. I would like to know personally how do you moms feel about people treating there sons like girls as in taking them to nail salons and getting pampered ect.... I think it's important for ladies to remember your not raising a little boy. At the end of the day your raising a man. If I have a son I just want to raise him to be the best man he can be. I won't treat him to the same things I would my daughter and vice versa.😕