😧 I appreciate the attempt it romance my boyfriend is going for... but sometimes I wish it didn't…

I seriously feel like your boyfriend is my ex's twin brother!! the way he treats you and acts and the things he does are literally the exact same thing way my ex is!!! :(

it's just all together crazy as hell man. just 😑 sometimes I get worried about it. but he does it for me. and that makes me feel bad bc the last thing I want is for him to become a pill junkie over him trying to achieve the perfect sex @littlemissrainesmommy

That could have contributed to quite a few of your losses if it is a long term thing 😕 I really hate that you go through this crap, I wish you didn't. Some things aren't always going to go right with a relationship and sex and occasional impotence, but pills just seems so farfetched and awful...I don't think I could handle my husband having to do that every time, it would start to wreck havoc with my emotions.

yeah that's how my ex was... like if he wasn't on pills he couldn't perform. when we moved to Clarksville and h3 didn't have anyone to buy from we pretty much completely stopped having sex and he became addicted to alcohol.. I felt like shit 24/7 because I felt like it was all my fault why he was addicted to drugs. but in all honesty if he would've never gotten so dependant on them then we would have never been in that boat where he HAD to have them in order to have sex... The whole situation was just fucked :/

@tahtahme, luckily the pills had nothing to do with any losses. he came clean to a doctor about it and she told him its not the case. whether he would be prescribed to percocets or just take them for sex would make no difference. it was me and my health habits that took a turn for the losses we had. but I know the first 3 months we lived together back in South Carolina he didn't need pills to perform. he could go hours and rounds every single day. then we moved here to his home state and he got involved with his friends again and it's been that way ever since.. it just breaks my heart to see someone I love abuse things like that. i'm lenient about the weed because I was a pot head as well until I really wanted this baby. but he knows I'm not too keen on his pill habits for sex. ive told him time and time again I don't want him to end up like his friend who has a 2 year old that he pays me attention to. spends 100 bucks and more on tabs and percs, and takes his girlfriends money and spends it all on his habits as well. that kid went to rehab and then came out doing it all over again. and that's just something I don't want to happen to us. it always starts off small for addiction. then it grows. I was addicted to alcohol when I was 21, aftery very first miscarriage. I developed the worst problem. first it was go out and have a few drinks. then it became an every night thing. then it would turn into an all day thing, next thing I know I don't remember nearly 8 months of my life because I was always so drunk. but with me.. when I met him.. I stopped. he was the reason my vice was able to be broken and easy TO break. but for him.. I know a little about his past. and that he once upon a time used to do Molly and be addicted to some other stuff. but I truly believe that he can stop.. I just need him to quit stressing so much and just open his eyes and ears for 15 minutes and listen to what I have to say...and I feel like that could truly fix a lot of things. my boyfriend just really sucks at communicating

@littlemissrainesmommy, ive come to realize that clarksville is just NOT a good place at all. like.. this place is so poisoning to relationships and people. after our son hits one I'm telling him we are moving back to South Carolina. I can't allow my child to grow up here, let alone I can't keep him from my family either in which I haven't seen in 2 years because I live here and everyone thinks he's a child and basically says "he isn't allowed back to South Carolina "...uh. we're 23...we're grown. 😑

girl I completely don't blame you... Clarksville was just horrible for me too... it such a nasty place filled with nasty people....

OMG YES so much yes. my boyfriend works at Waffle House and it's either the one off ft Campbell or his usual store infront of gate 3 right before oak grove... ive seen so many freaking prostitutes, strippers, Meth addicts. it doesn't help everyone in his store employee wise either smokes weed, or abuses pills. but I can't take it muxh longer in this place. I'd rather live in Nashville or go back to SC before I stay in this dump and raise a kid! @littlemissrainesmommy

yes! it's just terrible... I'm so glad I got out of there! it was dragging me down.. and the schools SUCK. I definitely would be getting outta there too!