I feel like an emotional wreck and I am so tired. I'm sick of arguing with my baby's deadbeat father about all the broken promises he made. I hate that I'm coping with reality my grandfather is dying right before my eyes. I'm busting my ass off working trying to pay up bills and buy things for my little girl before my due date. or the fact my own mother can't pick up the phone and call me, I'm tired of trying to go out my way for her to love me. I just want to cry , I need a hug, a game changer ---shit a miracle. I am 1 scenario away from giving up or snapping.