Update:Went to the doctor and for the next three weeks they're taking my blood to watch my hormone go down.. They…
Update:Went to the doctor and for the next three weeks they're taking my blood to watch my hormone go down.. They believe I've lost my baby .. The ultrasound will show next Thursday. This is my first pregnancy, although they're common in first pregnancies it makes it no easier even knowing you're not alone.. I'm finding it very hard to stay positive in such a hard time.It keeps me up at night thinking about it and how much pain in my heart that I feel. I'm scared to tell everyone because although it was an early mc that's still my baby and as a mother I feel like my baby deserves to not be hidden. I know it's not my fault and it can't be stopped. I loved my child from the moment I seen those two pink lines..It'll be a pain that sticks with me forever.
Martee 💋💋·
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Oh honey it will get easier I had two miscarriages two before I had my first born I got pregnant shortly after losing the baby and had a kind of healthy pregnancy. It will be ok I'm here if you need me
Annabelle·
@reaganmommy2015, I appreciate your support, I hope it gets easier.. This is the worst feeling.. I'm sorry for your losses ,I'm very glad you got the healthy pregnancies you deserve.❤️
Amanda·
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I'm currently pregnant with my rainbow baby. I had a miscarriage last March and my husband and I still feel the pain of the loss to this day. it was also our first pregnancy, but my body hadn't recognized the loss we went to my 12 week appointment and they couldn't find the heartbeat. It does get easier, however, you'll always have a place for that little one in your heart.
Amanda·
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I got pregnant again in July and I was scared to death, 9 weeks from now I'll be holding her.
Annabelle·
@armywife14, congratulations ! I'm glad there's hope (: I'm sorry for your loss too it's going to be a rough journey..
Amanda·
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Thank you very much! For sure! nothing anyone says is going to make it better. Just know that it's okay to feel like crying and it's okay to be scared about getting pregnant again.
Annabelle·
@armywife14, That's something that scares me the most is going through this all over again.
Amanda·
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@nyxia, it's definitely difficult after going through something like this to imagine yourself risking it again. my rainbow baby was not planned, especially considering my husband left for basic training 10 days after we found out. we were so scared especially bc if it happened again. I wouldn't have him to lean on. but even though we couldn't talk we still encouraged eachother to think positive and said a little prayer.