I been saying how shitty Kansas hospital is. today I finally got a sonogram of my baby and I was heartbroken to know my monkeys heartbeat stop beating at 9 weeks! idk how to deal, and I'm alone. the father of my child is still on Kansas while I'm back home in NC. ALONE.
I'm so sorry. my prayers are with you.
So my water just broke and I have no idea what I'm supposed to do and I'm home alone
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

I'm looking through my photos and I found one of my SO and I. I'm now thinking about how obsessed with him I am. I wanna see you and your man! Go! 😊
Lol my door bell rings if I'm not expecting anyone I don't answer it lol. especially when I'm home alone. glad my dogs are out of their kennels and are barking like crazy.

This is actually How I came up with my first daughters name. lol.. ????
thank you ladies.. I've been sitting in the dark crying.