any advice on who I should choose for bridesmaids? I feel like I only have one close female friend. some other female friends I have either distant or are a bit catty and competitive.
Cousins, close coworkers, members of SOs family you feel close to, and don't be afraid to have men in your side! I had my male cousin (who I've always been very close to) on my side, and hubby's best "man" was his sister in law, as her husband officiated!
Or just have 1, that's ok too!! it's your wedding, it's all about what you want to remember, who you wanted by your side for that day.