I've come to determine that I find so much joy in uplifting others, while I deteriorate and struggle…
I've come to determine that I find so much joy in uplifting others, while I deteriorate and struggle with myself. I have no friends where I live, my close family is 6.5 hours away, I have no vehicle, no real support system, I'm miserable inside and just wish my dreams of comfort and happiness would be visible. I make terrible decisions with men thinking I've finally been spared being on the asshole train, only to find out my choice was with boys not men. And now I'm going to have to pause any life progression because I have a newborn coming which I know I'll be the Main one supporting because her father can barely do for himself. Yea.... I really hate how I feel about my life right now. I'm tired.
Tahtahme·
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Goddess, you carry a nation within you. The old is falling to the past so the new can be built up for you and your child. Have faith in this and enjoy this pregnancy, looking forward to the future 💜
Kay Simpson·
dont beat yourself up youre not alone....i to have a dead beat babyfther,no family or friends. It gets very lonely. But we are here to be listening ears as well form friendships. It seems hard now and might get harder but god gave u this not becuase he didnt think u werent ready or couldnt handle it. In fact it happened because u are ready...u are a strong woman who will over come these trials and tribulations. Im always available if needed! Keep your head up baby gurl